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My beautiful niece, Caroline Laura Lynn was born today at 3:25 this morning.  She is 10 pounds and 20 inches long. She is absolutely perfect.

My beautiful niece, Caroline Laura Lynn was born today at 3:25 this morning.  She is 10 pounds and 20 inches long. She is absolutely perfect.

— 1 month ago with 1 note
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I had my anatomy scan yesterday and I found out that both of my rainbow babies are BOYS! Here are my two little men! They were both very cooperative and moving around like crazy. I think they were a little hyper off of the orange juice. And the doctor said that every thing is great! And they are measuring right on. One of them is 11oz and the other is 12oz
I am so in love. They are just perfect!

I had my anatomy scan yesterday and I found out that both of my rainbow babies are BOYS! Here are my two little men! They were both very cooperative and moving around like crazy. I think they were a little hyper off of the orange juice. And the doctor said that every thing is great! And they are measuring right on. One of them is 11oz and the other is 12oz

I am so in love. They are just perfect!

— 2 months ago with 2 notes
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19 weeks!

I had my baby doctor appointment yesterday and everything seems to be going great! The heartbeats were 155 and 140. I don’t know if that’s good or not but my doctor didn’t say anything. And my quad screening came back and everything was normal. 

Also, 

I’m getting my ultrasound on Saturday!!! I get to find out what my little bambinos are. I couldn’t possibly be any more excited. (:

— 2 months ago with 1 note
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18 weeks.

I’ve been thinking that I need to be updating weekly throughout my pregnancy.

This week has been going alright. Besides the fact that pregnancy has made me a big hormonal emotional wreck. I cry over EVERYTHING. I can’t stop. Watching a TV show- I’m crying. My brother doesn’t answer my phone call- I’m bawling. I watched my little Facebook movie and I was bawling, These hormones got me acting crazy.

I’ve been waiting patiently for my appointment next week. Because she is going to set me up with my anatomy scan! I couldn’t be anymore excited! I’m hoping that both babies are going to be cooperative so I can find out the genders.

I went in last week to get my blood drawn so they could run some tests on the babies. They haven’t called me back with the results but they says “no news is good news” So I guess we shall see next week.

I guess that’s all for now.

Have a wonderful day everybody!

— 2 months ago with 1 note
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17 weeks

I’m 17 weeks along. I ended up going to the hospital today because I was having sharp pain in my lower abdomen.I was afraid I was going to end up having another miscarriage. But the doctor said that it was just ligaments stretching. And they said that when they looked at the ultrasound (which I wasn’t aloud to see) that everything looked great and that the babies were measuring perfectly for 17 weeks. I was freaking out for nothing (like always)! Everything is going wonderfully. I find out the genders in a little over 3 weeks. But as long as they’re both healthy I couldn’t care less what the sexes are! 

Goodnight all!

— 2 months ago with 2 notes
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My next doctors appointment I will be 15 weeks and it is on the 15th.  and it couldn’t come soon enough. It seems like this whole month has just been taking forever. I’m really hoping that dr. p is going to set me up with another ultrasound because I’ve been feeling very nervous lately. Especially after being on baby center. They just throw out everything that could possibly go wrong and it’s terrifying. I should probably delete that app, most of the women on there are bitches anyways.

— 3 months ago with 1 note
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Well I had another doctors appointment yesterday and I got to hear the heartbeats. Everything is going smoothly. My doctor took a look at my ultrasounds and when she walked in the room she looked at me and laughed and said “what did you do? (because I’m having twins) lol  Anyways, she said it looks as if I’m farther along than I think I am. So I guess we’ll find out at the next ultrasound. (:

— 4 months ago with 2 notes
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Just wanted to update with my ultrasound. Turns out everything was fine. I found out I’m having twins!

Just wanted to update with my ultrasound. Turns out everything was fine. I found out I’m having twins!

— 4 months ago with 12 notes
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I am 10 weeks along

 And tomorrow is my first ultrasound. I have never been so nervous. I’m so afraid that something is going to be wrong. I want to stop being so negative, But it’s so hard sometimes. Especially since I’ve already had a loss. I just keep having this bad feeling that something is going to be wrong. I think part of it may be that I just don’t feel pregnant. It’d be different if I was vomiting every day and had some symptoms. All my symptoms have disappeared. I know they say that it’s normal for that to happen but it just makes me so damn scared. I just want this all to be okay. 

Well wish me luck all. I will post a pic of my ultrasound if all goes well tomorrow. 

— 4 months ago with 6 notes
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